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Next This is improved over Friday when all of the above was on the
surface. Gee, I know you all just want to hang around and read more now,
huh? I'll either tell you the story of the beach on Saturday, or I might
go way back and do the next Spain entry. We'll see.
Hmmmm.
Slowly:
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Monday, July 31st -
Pissy
I cried myself to sleep last night. My eyes are so puffy. I'm not quite
sure exactly why I cried, but I'm sure it had to do with the fucked up
interpersonal relations I have with everyone I know. Ok, not
everyone. But too many. And, no, I can't really give you all the
down-and-dirty details and I know this is a journalling no-no but too
bad. I'm ok right now - functioning, concentrating on all the work I have
to do, but underneath I'm a seething, snarling, sniveling (yes, all three
at once) bitchy girl, and you'd all be wise to stay the hell out of my
way.
I'm feeling a
little better now - I had a nice long talk with Judith, the HR director
here, who not only agreed to look over my resume and be my reference
(she's aware of the climate here and knows it is not good for me), but
also made me feel a little better about my personal life. It helps to
concentrate on how much better I'll feel when I get a job where I'm doing
something not so menial and am treated more like a valued employee than
. . . I don't even feel like describing what this job makes me feel
like. Anyhow, it should help.
Exercise
log:
Back and Biceps with a touch of Triceps on Friday. Some abs too. This
was a pivotal workout, people - the LAST thing I wanted to do in the mood
I was in on Friday was workout. But I did it. Yay me.
Writing log:
I'm currently reading:
Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire by J.K. Rowling
Stars in My Pocket Like Grains of Sand by Samuel R. Delany
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