Dear Diary . . . day by day

That's a very oversimplified version of what happened. In fact, it's probably a very skewed version of this, but then again, I'm not exactly at my most emotionally stable. I've got a lot of tensions and things to work out - with David and with work and just with life in general - and being attacked (kicked when I'm down) is not happy-making. I suspect that my anger over this whole incident is most likely blown out of proportion - fueled by my other insecurities in my life right now. But, still, I didn't need the humilation of realizing that I've been angering someone for the past year. I already am kicking myself over every little thing that I might have done wrong with David...I really don't need to be agonizing over every little thing I did to hurt this person as well. It certainly was never my intention. And this person always said something along the lines of, "I understand", not, "I can't handle this and this". This is not fair.