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Wednesday, June 30th, 1999 - Falling off the face of the Earth
No, I really haven't fallen off the face of the earth. I'm in a quandry, because I'm in a situation that I can't really discuss in this public of a journal. "What-what-what tell us!" you cry? Ah, well, let's just say I have a new boyfriend - and we have the most amazing sex. So, I've been busy, you understand. And that's all you need to know about that.
I'm just a happy camper these days...amazing how that works. David and I are getting along just perfectly; I have new groups of friends that like to go out and *do* things, so I've been social too. I'll try to be better about writing in this journal - perhaps it'll be easier now that I've made some sort of a confession (see above). In the meantime, here's a poem I wrote recently:

Santa Cruz Seduction

I dreamt about a tabby cat
       with fur like that water,
       silver glints on azure waves,
       pricked to brilliance
       by the eye of the full moon.
You couldn't have picked a better
       night to show me
       the ocean,
       the sound of the waves
       roaring in, breaking
       on the rocks below us,
       the taste of salt air
       on our tongues when we
       stopped kissing to catch our breath.
You perched me on your lap,
       legs dangling as they haven't
       since I was a little girl
       in land-locked Indiana.
Being held by you
       gazing at the silver light
       glancing off the strong lines
       of your face,
       your tiger's eyes
       softened
       by moon, by water,
       by the achingly romantic setting
       you brought us to.
I must kiss you again
       my new lover, new friend,
       new joy.
Once again, with you I find
       that words fall short,
       crashing against us like waves,
       only wetting us
       for more.

Heather Shaw
June 28th, 1999

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