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Friday October 13th - Full Moon Freaky
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2000 I had the weirdest dreams last night. I won't tell you the nightmare, which had me so terrified I couldn't calm my racing heartbeat for 45 minutes (it was an emotional nightmare, so it's probably only scary to me). But after the nightmare I had this dream where I was trying to find a private space to have sex with my girlfriend, David, and we couldn't seem to be left alone long enough to do much other than tease one another mercilessly.
Yes, David was a woman. Yes, I was still a woman, too. We had this totally functional lesbian relationship in my dream, and I was just as attracted to him as a woman as I am to him as a man. He had very nice, round breasts and pretty curly hair . . . This dream did not strike me as odd at all until I was talking about my dreams last night and realized that the woman in my dream was David (or the David in my dream was a woman). We got along very well, both as women.
I'm dressed all in black today with silver jewelry in honor of the full moon/Friday the 13th. I've been called a goddess twice. As much as I find a lot of my old pagan beliefs a little hokey, I've found that being called a goddess really perks you up. It makes me walk with my shoulders back, head up, hips swinging oh-so-slightly. It also helps that I'm wearing my sleek black dress pants (these pants I bought years ago at the suggestion of a stranger who was waiting for his wife outside the dressing rooms at Lerner in Greenwood, Indiana. He told me the outfit was classic and even if the swing top went out of style, I'd always be able to wear the pants. He was right. He was also wearing jeans, a t-shirt and a baseball cap, which just goes to show you you can't judge a book by its cover).
I think I'm gonna see how many of my friends want to go see the late show of the Exorcist tonight. That sounds like fun.
Exercise log:
Stiff neck, so I went home and played Diablo. Oh, hush. With the laptop, I can play in bed :-)
Writing log:
Researched Samhain (sow-in) for an article I want to write for Strange Horizons.
I'm currently reading:
Woman: An Intimate Geography by Natalie Angier
Daughter of Fortune by Isabelle Allende

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