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Thursday November 2nd - Sick Bitch
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Don't quite know what to tell you. I've been sick. My hearing has returned thanks to the constant draining of my ears - draining that HURTS as it bubbles and crackles and pops inside my poor ears. Draining that I can feel dripping down the back of my throat. Draining that keeps on draining, even though I know - KNOW - it should be all done by now. I mean, c'mon, how much gunk can I hold in my head? Surely it's not as indefinite as this feels.

This just feels WRONG. And my balance is so off - I look drunk when I try to walk in public, and I run into door frames when I try to go through them and . . .

And, well, I'm not a nice person to be around when I'm miserable. Don't know that I've ever realized or admitted this to myself before, but man, oh, man, I am just nasty. Hiss, hiss! Stay back! I'll probably scratch you in an attempt to make you as miserable as I am.

And doing that, my friends, is just hell on your self-esteem. So, I'm not liking myself right now. Not very much. And I've got TONS of crap to finish, especially since next week I have to send my poor computer in to finally be fixed. If they can fix everything that's wrong with it.

Exercise log:

Too much pain to exercise.


Writing log:

The Many Masks of Halloween in Strange Horizons.


I'm currently reading:

Solaris by Stanislaw Lem

Woman: An Intimate Geography by Natalie Angier

Read yesterday:

Kindred and Clay's Ark by Octavia E. Butler

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