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I'm so sore today! My legs and bottom half are tight from the running,
but the most disturbing thing is the extremely sharp pains in my right
shoulder whenever I try to use it for anything (like typing). I worry
that this has to do with the fact that I've been spending some time
writing at home the past couple of nights; that is not good, I need to be
able to write at home, dammit. But the pain is intense, the chiropractor
didn't seem to help much yesterday, and I don't know what to do. David leaves tomorrow. I have no confidence that things will be ok when he gets back. Maybe. I hope so. I can't even really talk about all the little nitty gritty things that are happening. I'm mad at him for taking advantage/taking me for granted and I want him to see it, but it doesn't seem possible. I need to do something about this. I've been spending far too much time and energy on this everlasting crush...oh! I am so sad! I have to do something, I have to. Why can't it be easy? Why does my resolve dissolve when I hear/see/smell him? Argh. Really, things will be better . . . it's just so hard to see the bright side when you're in so much pain . . . | ||
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